What A Day
So that 'gentle' cleanse I have been taking? Not so gentle.
This is my fourth time taking this specific cleanse, and I have never reacted this way. My whole body feels empty, purged of everything. I am surprised I don't have a rash, which are common with cleanses, as they get rid of any impurities through any means possible. Through your sweat, skin, urine, but mostly in your poop. Haha. I hope you are picturing that right now.
I feel like a ship out on stormy seas, and in order to keep the boat afloat, everything in it that is weighing it down needs to be thrown overboard. I am hoping it ends soon and the good affects of the cleanse take over. Because it really does feel great. But right now....blah. And I can't even drink to take my mind off of it. What have I been putting into my body lately that is causing it to react this way? Good grief.
Also, today I had my first therapy session. It was interesting and intense. In one short hour I feel like I purged out my mental insides, but then took them back and stuffed them in my brain, which made me feel worse than before I went in. I imagine that this is normal. It's only the first session, and there hasn't been a build up of trust, therefore it's hard to let things go in one hour. A lifetime of things. But I will keep you posted on THAT. It will be a lot of work to fix my level of crazy.
Tonight, I am looking forward to spreading myself out on the couch and watching garbage t.v. Excuse me while I go do just that.